My blog is a personal testimony, sharing my faith, and journey in my belief in Jesus Christ. I am not a perfect person or Christen. Last two months pushed me harder than I ever felt in my life. I am persavereing standing on God’s word. I have felt the emotions of rage, anger, bitterness, revenge and deep betrayal. My heart was broken over many events.
I lost control of my mouth, after several personal attacks on my character and integrity. I felt threatened and pushed from all sides. Like a bear backed in a corner, it all came out with a roar like a bear, claws out, defiant and unhinged.
Later in reflection during prayer & mediation, getting back to my basis, I am trying to find me again, and I laid my sins and sorrows at Gods feet. Spending time with God, I am finally allowed to mourn my dad’s passing, my mom is slowly recovering from loss of her beloved husband and hospitalization. My family almost lost her too, yet by grace of God.
I haven’t seen my grandkids ,daughter son in law in 7 months my longest separation. I miss them so much. My eight year old grandgirl, was chatting with me yesterday and she says Oma, I have surprise for you. Then my 3 year old grandgirl, started singing all the traditional baby songs that she hadn’t heard me sing since being 2. My eight year old grandgirl in my absence made sure that the littlest grandbaby knew our families songs taking time to teach each and every single song to out littlest one. What joy I felt listening to that sweet voice sing our baby 💞 songs. God brought me joy in the midst of my storm to remind me I am free, I’m his and he watches over me.
I share all this to say God has his eye on me and you , we are his Sparrows and he sees all our needs, we just need to look up to see!
Why should I feel discouraged?And why should the shadows come?
Why should my heart feel lonely
And long for heavenly home
When Jesus is my portion?
And my constant friend is He
You know, his eye is on the little sparrow
And I know he cares for you and me
His eye is on the little sparrow
And I know God is watching over you and me
I sing because my soul is happy
I sing because I’m free
For His eye, it is on the little sparrow
And I know He’s watching over you and me
Source: LyricFind Songwriters: Civilla Martin / Charles GabrielHis Eye Is on the Sparrow lyrics © Universal Music Publishing G